POEM FOR A PSYCHOPATH

dearest darling psychonarc
i'm so forlorn, now we're apart

i miss the way you used to gloat
and wrap your hands around my throat

i miss the way you used to smirk
i miss the way you used to lurk

i miss the way we never talked
and now alas, i'm being stalked.

why do you call me and not speak
is it heartache makes you meek?

is that you dear, coming nearer
when i glance into my rear view mirror?

as you watch me from afar
are you making plans to steal THE car?

if you plan for us to meet again
where can they find your next of kin....

CLEANING UP THE WORLD, ONE PSYCHOPATH AT AT A TIME.......

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The world is a dangerous place, not only because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing. - Albert Einstein

Mike McGrannahan is a psychopath... a vile, heinous monster... who murdered my beloved dog, BEN... and tried to murder me twice... and who made my life a living Hell for years... and now i intend to try to return the favor...we cannot allow these demons to destroy out lives, then stand silently by while they go on to victimize another and another and another...

Psychopaths work by stealth... by not being known... the best way to hurt a Psychopath is to make them KNOWN for what they are... i am winning my war against the psychpath Mike McGrannahan... when his name is googled, his profile on DatingPsychos is the first thing that pops up... i'm sure this has caused him considerable trouble, as potential employers will often google an applicant's name...

i know i've caused him some problems because of an email i recently received from the elusive psychopath...

Is this still your email address? I'm supposed to be a smart guy even though I've dumbed myself down a bit over the years. I've watched a lot of TV and I've watched you and I still can't understand why a person does intentional harm to another human being.

booooooo hoooooooo... pretty crybaby bullshit coming from a PSYCHOPATH who murdered one of my dogs, threatened the lives of the others daily, tried to murder me, pillaged and plundered me, abused me mercilessly for years, ran my business into the ground and told me every day 'when i'm through with you, you'll have nothing, bitch' ...boooooooo hoooooooo ...someone call this piece of shit a WHAAAAAAAMBULANCE...

HUNGRY.....

as those of you who have been reading my blog know... Tallulah and company with all their denial and delusion and magical thinking... don't believe anyone is poor or cold or unemployed or HUNGRY in this country... unless of course, it was their NEXT RIGHT CHOICE...

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moronic bitches... the Missouri Food Bank Association released a study yesterday on HUNGER in Missouri (where my pets and i EXIST)... it was SHOCKING.... so shocking that it actually made the news!!! YES!!. even surpassing lies about the economy picking up and the Toyota debacle... by the way, bitches... i hope you ALL own a late model Corolla, and are magically thinking the piece of shit will MAKE THE NEXT RIGHT STOP!!! and i'm hoping it will choose OTHERWISE!!....

"The study paints a stark picture of who is hungry in Missouri and the reality these people face" MFBA director Scott Baker said. "Hunger is an increasingly pervasive problem in Missouri. It knows no racial, geographic or demographic boundaries."

hmmmm... well... i'm sure that WHOEVER we are... we're just a bunch of 'lazy ignorant poor', right Tallulah??? we're just not TRYING HARD ENOUGH... JUST NOT MAKING THE NEXT RIGHT CHOICE!!!

here's what the study had to say about the NEXT RIGHT CHOICE OF THESE PEOPLE!!!

VERY DIFFICULT CHOICES FOR THOSE STRUGGLING WITH HUNGER:

48% have to CHOOSE between having food or paying utlities!

36% have to CHOOSE between having food or paying their rent or mortgage!!

37% have to CHOOSE between having food or paying for medical care or medications!

why, those IGNORANT LAZY POOR!!! HOW DARE THEY!!. HOW DARE THEY WANT TO HAVE A ROOF OVER THEIR HEADS OR UTILITIES!!. WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE???!! RIGHT, TALLULAH????

BUT LOOK!!. LOOK, YOU HATEFUL, SELFISH, ASININE BITCH!!! THEY'RE NOT QUITE AS IGNORANT AND LAZY AS YOU LIKE TO MAKE THEM OUT TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Six food banks and over 1,000 agencies (pantries, shelters and kitchens) make upthe MFBA network. This network provides food for a broad cross section of households. Key characteristics include:

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39% of the members of households are children under 18 years old

10% of the members of households are children age 0 to 5 years old

66% percent of clients are non-Hispanic White, 27% are non-Hispanic Black, and 4% are Hispanic

42% of the households include at LEAST ONE EMPLOYED ADULT.

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This growing problem can only be solved by acknowledging the situation and uniting to confront it head on.," Scott Baker said. "Attitude is imperative if we are to address a dilemma of this magnitude."

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the entire suvey can be read online at www.feedingmissouri.org

well... GOOD LUCK, Scott!!. because as long as snide, sanctimonious, magical thinking, BLAMING BITCHES like Tallulah are around... the ATTITUDE will be surly... .and the ACKNOWLEDGMENT will be as minimal as possible!!

being HUNGRY is not fun... i've gone HUNGRY... LOTS OF TIMES ... for years the psychopath's favorite form of abuse was ECONOMIC... he wouldn't work... he is IGNORANT AND LAZY, Tallulah... although you find him so ATTRACTIVE....HE is ignorant and lazy and abusive... and i'd work three jobs... and still go HUNGRY... and i have never gotten over it... being HUNGRY... when i started making decent money... i started HOARDING food... because he'd made me go hungry before... and my plan was to not let it happen again... so i HOARDED food... in my beautiful cedar home in an exclusive neighborhood...

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and now... because of the psychopath... i'm HUNGRY again... i put my pets first... i always have and i always will... i'm getting 200 dollars a month in food stamps... and i spend almost every nickel of it on them... i stand in grocery stores... weeping... i look at baby greens... LONG for a salad... but i don't buy it... instead i buy something for the dogs and cats... i carefully read the sale ads... looking for the cheapest prices... looking to stretch that 200 dollars... i cannot tell you how many times i've picked up a 50 cent can of soup... only to set it back down... because 50 cents will buy a loaf of cheap bread for the dogs...

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and i am NOT IGNORANT OR LAZY... i am beaten and battered and HOPELESS... i am a beaten battered abused woman... USED ABUSED AND ABANDONED by a criminal psychopath... left with the responsibility of a FAMILY to care for... and NO MEANS TO DO IT!!. if i were to find a crappy minimum wage job... my food stamps would be taken from me... and i'd still be in the SAME SHAPE... HUNGRY... it would always come down to feed my pets... or feed myself... and there would never be enough for ANY OF US... we will ALL always be HUNGRY...

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and that's REALITY... a REALITY that i am tired of LIVING in...

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it's not lost on me... all the ATTACKS launched on me by those bitches... but NEVER EVER is he made mention of ... the PSYCHOPATH or his behavior is never mentioned... i am attacked for my poverty... but no one ever attacks the MONSTER who caused my poverty!!.

WHY IS THAT??????... WHY ARE MY PETS AND I ATTACKED AND DERIDED AND CHIDED AND DESPISED FOR BEING HUNGRY... WHILE THE PSYCHOPATH WHO DESTROYED OUR LIVES AND DROVE US TO THIS POINT IS FOUND ATTRACTIVE???...

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BEN

2/14/2007

MURDERED

BY THE PSYCHOPATH

Mike McGrannahan

THERE WILL BE NO FORGIVENESS

JUSTICE WILL BE SERVED

“Justice is incidental to law and order.”J. Edgar Hoover

“I do not bring forgiveness with me, nor forgetfulness.The only ones who can forgive are dead; the living have no right to forget."- Chaim Herzog